27042010 birthday celebration in advance

從小，
就很期待21歲的到來...
期待可以收到爸媽的金鎖匙...
可以很自豪的進入賭場【不賭的】...
久違的21歲終於到來了...

雖然假期不用上課，
但是我還要上班的...
一個星期教課就6天了...
只剩下星期天可以休息...
我親愛的就在昨天來找我，
和我預先慶祝...

雖然沒有蛋糕，
沒有鮮花，
但是，
有你就好~

親愛的送我的Lazo Diamond Ring...
D colour, o.044...
雖然卡數不多，
但是對我而言，
那份心意more than ok...

不是求婚，也不是訂婚，
只是我的21歲生日禮物...
搞笑的他在餐廳替我戴上~
會不會有人以為他在求婚呢？

他帶我去我最愛的barbrque plaza...
family pork set...

看起來很好吃哦？
所以我很愛吃這一個~
而且它的loyalty card回來了~
我又可以狂吃然後收集sticker...
然後帶我老爸去吃~
爸，
等我哦~
如果你們當中有人去的話，
麻煩拿sticker給我~
感恩^^

按照妹妹的說法，
這間店的冰品很不錯吃~
吃了他們家的招牌冰~
【燒仙草+仙草冰+芋圓和地瓜圓】
超好吃的~
燒仙草有涼粉的感覺【雖然它們一點差異都沒有】
仙草冰很像ice kacang加很多gula melaka的感覺~
愛死了~嘻嘻
芋圓和地瓜圓就好像mochi一樣，
QQ的~
下次有機會可以去試一試哦~

還有哦~
它的order方式很可愛的~
在counter order了付錢后，
服務員會給你一個很像杯墊的東西~
它叫beeping UFO...
它很可愛的~
當食物好了后，
就會一閃一閃，
然後一直動~
叫你去counter拿食物~

還沒有來得及替我的冰品拍照~
這位先生二話不說就開始大快朵頤~
你瞧~
手快到~
都拍不到~

我和冰品的合照~
還有我fishy 的 diamond ring~


fishy diamond ring~



thanks my dear for giving me a wonderful celebration...

i am so glad to own you in my life....

remember to spend your day and nights with me in future,


coz,


you are mine...

P/s: i just rang my dearest minzz to ask her reserve the badminton court on coming saturday on behalf of Mr. Jin Kang... she looks like so busy...busy untill forget to wish me.... dun worry, babe, i understood. assignment aka fyp is killing you...Nothing i can do for you...i will always be your side when u nid me...Remember, i always your good listener...Muacks

25042010 New Layout

很久沒有為我寶貝換上新衣了...
或許我真的比較懶惰了吧~
對不起，
我的寶貝~
今天，
媽咪為你換上了新衣咯~
喜歡嗎？
媽咪我還有5份survey還沒有做完，
都不理，
硬硬都要幫你換了新衣才罷休...
你瞧，
我其實還是愛你的~
親一個~
Muacks...
媽咪快要21歲咯~
當然要給我寶貝一個新面貌咯~
畢竟，
你和我走過的日子還真的不短...
我無論如何都要善待你~

給點時間媽咪，
媽咪待會還要幫你弄美美~
等我哦~

credit to zhixin for guiding me to change the layout...
his tutorial is easy as abc
wishing him to have a wonderful life wif his pretty wife and lovely baby...

24042010 Broga hills

well,

as i mentioned in my last post...
i gonna to share wif u all about our broga hiking trip...
ehem...
the trip is not planned as well...
my pinkie showed the time 12.xx am
as usual,
i was facebook-ing or jbtalks-ing...
jk msn me:" wan watched sunrise later?"
yan:" later mean how later? now oso midnight ad lor..."
jk:" 4.30am" yan:"ok!wad i nid 2 prepare for?"
jk:" long pants"
yan:"i think i prefer to wear the shorts"
jk:"sport shoes"
yan:" i just hav heels and boots and slippers"
jk:"torchlight"
yan:"i dun think i hav it"
jk:"thn just bring water"
yan:"tis 1 i got"
finally, i got 1 thing tat he mentioned.
they always be punctual but not me...
they rang me around 4.30am but i still in my dream...
jk:" we are just around the corner to reach your home"
OMG~
i havent prepare for anything as well...
simply brush my teeth and fill up my bottle,
comb my hair and take my camera thn leave my house...
the most funniest thing is, my mum is still awake..
she asked:" havent sleep ar?"
"No. Mum. I just awake and now i gonna go out wif my frens. We are gonna to watch sunrise together today."

they pick me up thn v rush to newice's house...
find something to eat as our breakfast at the Mamak nearby...
yuckss,
never try me again...
i think can recall the breaksfast tat qiyuan order- ROJAK...
awful yerrrr...
thn, only start our journey to broga,
honestly, we lost, although v r under the guidance of GPS
历尽千辛万苦，
终于排除万难，
苦尽甘来，
finally reach the rabbit farmland as the magazine mentioned...
i still not sure v still can watched the sunrise coz we were late...
but anyway, we started our hiking journey...
honestly, i totally in a wrong attire...
polo T, short pant, slippers and a handbag...
i really look like go shopping but not hiking...
the journey is killing me...
i totally give up on the half way...
it is too hard and tough for me...
i am just a little girl who wan to be pampered and cherished...
i dunwan to be suffer like tat,
i miss my bed,
miss my blanket and my air-cond...
and freezed coke~
they keep fraud me tat there are a booth at the last peak which distribute free coke over there,
they said,
free coke is ready for who can reach there...

the little gal tat v met tat time,
she is 4 years old only...

10042010 負面情緒

我把我最愛的部落格荒廢了許久...
上一篇文章，
還是心情欠佳的時候胡亂編出來的...
對不起喔~
這裡應該是我的文字屋，
把我的回憶一點一滴記錄下來，
而不是我的情緒垃圾桶...

當我遇到不如意的時候，
我便會很自然地打開blogger,
意氣用事地寫下一堆有得沒得...
忽然間發覺這裡的負能量很強...
很怨恨...
請原諒我，
這一篇也不例外...
但是我很希望，
這一篇是最後一篇了...


看回之前的文章，
我發覺我好會【空口說白話】，
或許，
我是一個不適合許下承諾的人...
因為，
我所承諾過的東西，
我沒有做到...
正如我答應他，
【我會變成他要的好女孩】
我也沒有辦到...

即使將來會失去這一段感情，
也是因為自己沒有努力過的原因吧...
所以我答應自己，
不許怨恨任何人...
這是命運的安排，
記得Ms. M問過我，
“你認命嗎？”
“我認命了...”
我是這樣回答她的。
命運安排我遇見了他，
即使命運安排我會失去了他，
我也認命了...

曾經，
我很堅持，
也很執著，
我們會一起走到最後，
我將來的嫁衣會為他披上，
我將來無名指上的戒指會刻著我們的名字...
即使是媽咪不喜歡我們在一起，
我也沒有想過要放棄他，
但是現在，
我倒是想【放生】這麼一個男人了，
覺得這麼一個男人不適合留在我身邊，
勉強地留下來，
只怕把他傷地遍體鱗傷，
我不忍心...
把他放走，
對他而言，
會是最好的選擇嗎？
或許我就應該放下所謂的堅持，
今宵有酒今宵醉酒好了嗎？
能夠快活許久，就多久？
我能這樣自私嗎？
當我耽誤了他這麼多的時間，
才發現彼此其實都是不適合的，
我浪費了他的時間，
該如何賠償呢？

我知道，
他很盡力地討好我，
逗我開心，
我想要的，
他都會盡力滿足我...
但愛情是這樣的嗎？
單方面的付出？
單方面的坐享其成？
我也不曉得，
我不認為自己在愛情這麼科目上修得很高學分...
但看見他這麼一味的付出，
我心痛...
我不忍...
其實他很好，
就只有我不好...

或許愛情這的會有保鮮期，
但是我很肯定，
友情沒有...
還記得幾天前和我的Ms. T聊電話，
我真的覺得很開心，
好久沒有握著話筒，
嘴裡說著，
心裡笑著，
那種感動，
那種觸動心靈上最深處的感動...
可以給我這種感覺的人不多，
即使是短暫的感動也足夠讓我回味至今，
B, Juan,
我好想念你們哦~
怎麼感覺我們很近，
但是距離卻是如此遙遠呢？
很想賴在你們的懷裡，
很想向你們撒橋，
倘若有一天，
我被甩了，
我回來了，
你們還會要我嗎？
還會像以前那樣珍惜我嗎？
還會像以前那樣寶貝我嗎？
嘻嘻，
我知道這是肯定句...
你們肯定會的，
對不對？
我就知道了....
(*^__^*)

Next post is coming soon...
about the trip 2 Broga Hill...

06042010 Justin Lo Live In Genting❤

Long time never manage my pity blog,
even im in holiday,
SORRY,
laziness overcomes everything...
I got so many to blog,
but i give the priority to my dearest idol, Justin Lo...
Guess it?
he is coming to have a concert at Genting on Aug!!!
u noe how long i have been waiting?
2 years~
he costs me 2 years time to wait him but it is worth...
i hope i can fast forward the time to Aug, so tat i can meet him sooooonn...

i still can recall the 1st time i watched his concert at the mines there...
at the christmas eve 2006...
everything at tat nite was very fine and amazing...
i still remember i wrote it down at my diary when i reached home...
i made a wish tat,
i hope i can watch his concert again,
wif the one 1 loved it....
2008, he came again,
tat time im single and available,
but i still can fulfill my wish coz my beloved sis were b my side,
even im sitting at the VIP seat while they were san ding de pengyou...
dun blame me coz 3 VIP seats is costy~
2010, he will become again...
im not sure if my dream can really come true at tis time,
but i dun think so...
perhaps,
i will not going there if i cant find some1 to accompany me...
i dun wan 2 join the fans club buddies coz i wanna to enjoy the concert in other way...

ok now...
IM LOOKING FOR SOMEONE WHO ARE WILLING TO ACCOMPANY ME TO BE THERE
officially...
no quota are set since u r willing to accompany me to be there...
about the accomodation and ticket fees v can discussed further...
anyone are kind who wanna sponsor me a VIP ticket are welcome...